i break every writing rule.... i follow no rules here.

my heart speaks, or screams, or sings, or begs, or laughs, or cries.  it depends on the day, the night, the mood, the 'tude, the reason, the season, the crime, the punishment, the violation, the violator..... get the picture?

Your feelings are your own
and your feelings can not be wrong.
Feelings may be misinterpretations;
misunderstandings that should be explored and investigated. 
But feeling it is not wrong.

Reactions are a choice.  Silence is a choice.
Whether it shows on the outside is a choice. 
Whether you express yourself or not is a choice.
What's happening in the heart, is not a choice. 

if you choose not to express yourself, that is not wrong either. 

however it is unfair and unkind to others in your life if you expect them to react according to how you feel, which you choose not to express.

if you don't like what you read here, don't feel compelled to talk about it elsewhere or make up stories to glorify what you think i'm saying, you're usually wrong anyhow, just get the fuck out!

When are you going to get this and allow yourself to feel..... freely?

Maybe never.